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Cookie Fortune
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Goodbye
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Valentine’s
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Vindication
The victor is not victorious if the vanquished does not consider himself so. Ennius
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Thought #37
It’s not renumeration if it’s caused by premonition, it’s prerumination.
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Syncopated
Time slips forward Shuffled steps In both directions The past predicted Comes then goes With detachment The present lost
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Sunday Sunrise
Sun pushes past night unwanted Disturbed by gusts of wind. A hummingbird prays For warmth.
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Voluminous
2005Mar21 Voluminous So many words processed, I’ve transcribed forty thousand so far (another 10,000 to go). I am sick from a venomous spider, paranoid that my enemies are somehow responsible. What better solution could there be but to keep me from walking. They are still trying to push me out. My saving grace is the…
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Helpless
2005Mar12 I wish I had the words to express the utter hopelessness I feel from the homeless population here in Eureka. There are so many impossible dreams, ill humor to counterbalance their futility, and efforts wasted on manipulating people to facilitate shortcuts.
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Mystery Rant
2005Mar11 Friday It’s approaching the close of another chapter in this mystery (my life), wrought with so much clandestine activity the foreshadowing of my future is hazy. It hinges on no one in particular, but the undercover lives of the majority here obscures the blatency of the truth in this town. “You’re either a friend…
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Elliptical Attraction
2005Mar09 Games of jealousy Resistance designed To be released – A controlled inevitability …and with so much passion Ricocheted arrows With a recoiled touch Make a pass Held back and drawn close Without any need for reason Elliptical attractions Ebb and flow High and low With not much in between Today is a season Found…
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Recurring
2005Mar05 Swirled words on a Saturday night, Mixed emotions, And blended time frames. Artwork creating being Recurring, episodic acquaintances Friendly, but challenging Destined transience Planted seeds There’s a shifting in the energetics of the situation Motion, emotion Memories of promises to come And dreams of wishes made true
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Motel Morning
2005Mar03 Thursday morning with Jen in Grants Pass [motel] How could my one isolated experience with Leticia, nearly four years ago, still affect me? Still celibate six months after just seeing her in passing. I had to see her again. I thought I was going crazy. I was crazy (maybe still am). If only I…
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Motel Evening
2005Mar03 (Poem) Motel Evening Slow drive went quickly With a race to get home Too fast – Too far away It wasn’t quite an escape Caught by the net (Or was it a web) There was never a predator Or malice behind smiling The laughter didn’t have to be Nervous (hiding from failing) Antidote to…
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Struck Dumb
2005Mar02 I am struck dumb by the repetitive nature of my emotional trials. To this day I struggle with the same issues I wrote about four years ago. It’s not with dismay that I reflect on the depth of my own thought, but with awe. I cannot define myself. I thought I could. But with…
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