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Category: Personal

  • Leticia Ongoing

    I wonder if you’re aware that 25 years have passed since we met. You told me you would love me forever, and I gave my heart to you. We never kissed. I only held you once before you left town. 9/11 followed just after that and I made my way to Washington DC to be…

  • Correction to Ongoing

    I’m still very upset about being taken to an apartment in Philomath and forced to sign something. Yes, it was many years ago, but I still want answers. I no longer think it was my Aunt who was there, but Leticia herself – still too heartbreaking too accept. These were my friends, I thought. This…

  • Leticia, again – a rant

    That must be you flying around on Saturday’s, stalking me from the air. You were the woman who wanted me to punch a punching bag in a thrift store in Eugene for you. That would be you who once took over a restaurant in Newport just to have a conversation with your phone. You’ve followed…

  • Coldness

    I don’t know why people are so cold toward me. I think I have always considered others even when there were problems with communication. I have always tried to communicate, anyhow. People I’ve met and strangers alike go out of their way to ignore me, some even rudely. The epicenter is my home. I haven’t…

  • Lonely Echoes

    Unbelievable how insulting people can be… after my last post, both neighbors have made a poignant effort to engage in very public small talk, so now I guess my complaint about being ignored just makes me look crazy. I got a bunch of ‘talking near me’ harassment, though my complaint was that people have dropped…

  • Lonely

    I don’t know why my neighbors have conspired against me, but it’s always with the support of my landlord and literally nobody will tell me why. I didn’t do anything to deserve this. Living in my house is like being on house arrest, constantly monitored, tracked wherever I go. The new neighbor is no different…

  • Irrelevance

    Busy days and I’m as overwhelmed as ever. I don’t know why I keep this site but these days I’m into keeping records and in many ways that’s what a blog is. I’m not under the impression anyone who cares about me reads this. It continues to be quite the opposite. Anything that can be…

  • Months of Transition

    January has been traditionally the slowest month of the year for business and finances are usually tight. This year adds a new car, new accounts, and driving for a new company. Busy and expensive – and it’s only the 3rd! I’m adjusting to a car that’s much lower than the jeep, too. I now have…

  • New Year

    2025 ended gracefully with good company and a positive outlook. The New Year’s Eve celebration was a nice fire on a cold night with people in the neighborhood. The year ended with a hug, a good omen to quell my recent complaints, and good food. It’s nice to post something positive, and a success that…

  • Changes Ahead

    Just as this post explains, the last year has not gone the way I wanted. I’ve posted periodically about the current status of things, but the end verdict is stagnation, decay, and failure. Overall, I’ve just been ignored. I fought for answers, anyway. And I worked way too hard for way too little money. My…

  • Wanted

    It’s two days before Christmas and it’s clear I’m not going to get what I want. I’m nostalgic and simple when it comes to traditions, and very seasonal. In the Summer, I want to hike and float the river, go on road trips.. and the Fall brings walks in the crunchy leaves and photos of…

  • ‘Tis the week before Christmas 2025

    …and things are not going as planned. I’ll publish a slew of emails from this last year showing how much effort has been put into finding out who the registered manager is where I live, but to no avail as nobody would answer my questions. The fake water bills keep coming, and it’s been proven…

  • This Year

    It shouldn’t matter, but it does. Thanksgiving is in a few days and I’m extremely depressed. The holidays came fast this year. Halloween flew by and Christmas is just four weeks from Thursday, so New Years is five and a half weeks away. I’ll be able to make money for two or three more weeks…

  • Low Quality High Life

    The title for this may be misleading but life is a meager mixed bag right now. I’m awake in the middle of the night which is common, though I’ve scheduled myself to work 9 to 5 for the next few days. This is where my job working as a delivery driver becomes the best therapy,…

  • Bluesky Above

    It may be that my quest for a microblogging engine will be as frustrating as the image server was to get working. Unfortunately, while Bluesky (bsky.app) is prettymuch everything I could want, in its current state of development there’s no way to self host a top level domain, only option is to masquerade as one…