Busy days and I’m as overwhelmed as ever. I don’t know why I keep this site but these days I’m into keeping records and in many ways that’s what a blog is. I’m not under the impression anyone who cares about me reads this. It continues to be quite the opposite. Anything that can be used against me, is. I still live in a place where everything I say is monitored, and I still get stalked in my activities around town. At the core of this are people who are convinced that thinking about doing something wrong is exactly the same as actually doing it. This is a key element in their cult and they’ve condemned me on out of context words and with flat out lies, while at the same time these people believe that being forgiven means they are not responsible for anything they do. And I still believe they’re guilty of very serious crimes, not to mention the added vindictiveness against anyone who would hold them accountable for their actions. They are not humble people. I was raised to be honest, hard working, and law abiding – my landlords are completely the opposite. But I’m still here and I’m still succeeding.
I am certainly not the only person to have problems with my landlord or his cult but the State has declined to do anything about it. It should be no surprise since Oregon has a long history of harboring religious extremists, communes, and militia groups, part of being so Libertarian. It’s truly ironic the landlords are from Montana. The Oregon Attorney General, The Manufactured Communities Resource Center, and The Oregon Law Center now ignore my emails the same as Housing and even the Chamber of Commerce simply deleted Highland View from their website instead of answering my questions about who was legally in charge here. I wrote a letter to local law enforcement clarifying the situation and asking them not to intervene in the future as I deal with family business. I have been overtly clear that I am available for contact in writing and I have only asked questions I have a legal right to have answered. The landlords have already waived their right to answer for themselves in court, and at the end of a month I’ll assume the police don’t care. I’ll publish this last year’s emails then and finally update the Legal section of this site.
Financially, the transition of buying a new car and starting work as a rideshare driver has paid off. Not only do I love the job, I’m able to work when I want and there’s plenty of money to be made. I’m finally ahead on my bills and able to start paying down debt. I’ve been working 40+ hours a week so I might be able to travel later this year, and trying not to spend too much. Managing the Toyota is very different from the Jeep since it gets much better gas mileage and has a much bigger tank. With current gas prices a full tank costs over $60, and I’ve been driving a lot more than usual. This week I’ll get the dealership to change to oil since I just hit 50K miles, which means I’m driving 4 to 5 thousand miles every month. It would be interesting to see if the hybrids and electrics hold their resale value after they’re used up by rideshare. I do love my car but it’s a work vehicle and an expense. I still need seat covers, and planning on tinted windows, too. New tires are next. And I’m thinking about a car computer…
Two new purchases recently will add to this site. I bought an acoustic guitar with a built-in pickup so there’s every reason to record now, and I bought a new drone with built-in 4k video so there’s nothing stopping me from producing. First things first. The guitar is a Tagima WS-10EQ that’s surprisingly well made and it will sound even better with a couple of upgrades… I’ve ordered a bone nut and bridge, as well as a set of red nylon strings which will look great (not sure how they’ll sound). And the drone, well, it got caught up in a camouflaged power line on the first night (lesson learned) but the company is awesome and I’m expecting a replacement some time this month. It’s a Ruko F11PRO 2 which will be a good start for aerial recording, although I mainly got it as a companion to the Toyota for area surveillance of launch sites, camp sites, etc… I’ll test it’s night abilities somewhere else. I also toured one of Oregon’s largest gun shows yesterday where it is most obvious that thinking about doing something is NOT exactly the same as actually doing it, as I imagined firing many different guns and not once was there a bang. A purchase like this is on my agenda. It’s too bad imagining buying something doesn’t make it free.
Nothing has changed in my personal life. Besides the eavesdropping and stalking, my neighbors don’t talk to me. The neighbor I was happy to get since she had boxes of holiday decorations, completely ignored me for the holidays and she’s done nothing to earn my trust, more enabling addicts in the neighborhood and all about the facade. My other neighbor is getting evicted for not maintaining her space. It a sad situation that was created by mismanagement to begin with. They’ll get replaced with people loyal to the cult, I suspect. I think my mother died in a car wreck based on an indefinable feeling and some subtle hints, but still nobody has come talk to me. Nobody has come to tell me when and how my father died, either. I know nobody cares about me. Apparently, they don’t care about my parents Will, either… this cult doesn’t believe in funerals. People talk more about me than to me, and it’s been that way for decades. I still have reason to believe I have family in the area, but it seems my Aunt is part of this cult and that she has profited greatly on money intended for me. I don’t even know what her last name is these days, but I keep seeing my cousins in town, one who’s harassed me on multiple occasions and one who keeps changing his look dramatically, more playing with disguises that might mess with my prosopagnosia but really just insult my intelligence. I never did learn what I was forced to sign in that apartment in Philomath, but it has become clear that the woman who said she was going to love me forever, didn’t. I’m as isolated as ever.
In keeping with a decision to add more positivity to my site, I have to admit I’m actually having a really good time these days. There are numerous unresolved issues that are undeniably depressing, and way too much time and energy spent on self therapy, but I genuinely love my job which is more than a lot of people can say. Yes, my landlords lie, cheat, and steal, but I have a very comfortable home with plenty of space for a very low price compared to what an apartment would offer. Sure, the trash man literally thinks he’s God, but he’s also really gullible and easy to bluff. I once said (in the privacy of my own home) that I could blow up his truck or his minivan whenever I wanted, that the charges had already been set… and he got two new vehicles, just in case. I don’t believe them when they say they don’t believe in money – money and power is all they’re about, using any good cause as an excuse and taking advantage of any rift in people’s families or businesses. It’s not witnessing, it’s militant evangelism that’s become criminal. So as a source of shining light, I’m having fun – and it’s going to cost them a lot more. I don’t have any friends. They’ve taken their toll on my social life. But I am fiercely independent and I can afford to go where I want and do what I want, the epitome of liberty. I have two vehicles and a home, guns, drones, and guitars – all for fun, of course. I eat whatever I want, though I still do struggle with appetite. I haven’t been dependent on food assistance for a very long time. These days, I’m liquid. And I’m in the eye of the storm, grandfathered in. So while the social climate rages on, maybe it doesn’t matter to anyone else, but I will be here reigning with sovereignty in the sky.
