Not doing well today. I promise positive posts in the future, but truth is truth. Today would be the day we counted as our anniversary, together more than a decade… she passed away more than three years ago, but I haven’t got a friend in the world. So many people have been nice to me recently, but nobody understands and nobody’s there for me. I’ve written it before, tje jarsh realization that the people who have loved me the most are all dead. Today, the reality of that is undeniable.