Are you here?  I am torn between staying and leaving, but I can't stay… and I don't know where to go.  What can I do to have you in my arms again, kissing me?  I am thinking I'll go to Reno, in case Nevada is better than anywhere else we've been… so many near misses, almost comical.  I still need you.  I crave you like nothing I've ever felt – more pure.  Not like some codependent trip, not like some recreational drug – I need you like water.  I love you.  I want to touch you, taste you, and breathe you in.  I want to hold you.  No need to talk.  California, Mexico, anywhere… I'll be there for you.  I've always been yours, really.  Will you be mine?  You tell me, when and where…