2004Jul28
[No date, may be July 29]

“I dance without shame
Without societal blame”
[-Avatara]
Futile is any concern
Exhausting discovery of endless repetition
Temporary needs and hollow dreams
Here I am going nowhere
Drifting or wandering
With effortful randomness
As if my flow is natural, organic
Conceived or perceived
Maybe just self-deceived
Today is beautiful, so far successful
What worry might change the inevitability
Of the unforeseen
What habit tried to reach out further
And became sustained
Where should I go to find home?
Here I am!
And in even the briefest pause,
My eyed were graced with the trudging
Of a pelican upward.
Good day indeed – without a doubt
No cards, no obligation to look for anything
No debt – No place to rent, either
Just people out there whose opinions vary
A big world full of uncontrollable events,
Murky emotions, passive-aggressive needs,
And varying resources.
While here, where I am, is fine

(Starting to get tired though…. Something soon will happen – has to be.)