I’m at my wits end this morning.  It was another horny night, extremely isolated.  My home is eavesdropped on without a doubt.  Most recently, my landlord had me robbed because he felt threatened by something I said.  I am treated like a criminal by the Jehovah’s Witnesses who are nothing more than a deceptive Jesus Cult posing as humanitarians while they exploit and deprive anyone who disagrees with them.  They have stolen land and money from me, and involved themselves with family to the extent that I may have a child they’re refusing to tell me about.  Any expression of being upset about this, even in writing, is considered a mental health concern and I am summarily ignored.  I am not okay with the results of my attempt to get information that I have every legal right to – and it’s the landlord and law enforcers who have abused their power, while I am still just a law abiding citizen.  At this point, I cannot even go for a walk without raising alarms anytime of the day or night.  I am constantly watched, or made to feel that way, and accused of being paranoid when I complain… but this is not a secret, it’s been going on for so long.  My landlord makes no attempt to hide the fact, just hides from me when all I’ve asked for is information.  Now, it seems clear his intentions are to go against any dream I have and he takes this very personally that I insist on leading my own life.  He’s a criminal.  It’s been proven that he lies, cheats, and steals.  He might also be guilty of murder in more than one circumstance.  But he gets legal protection?  …and I get no answers.  There is no due process in this situation.  It’s like living on house arrest because I’m upset about what they’ve done to me and they’re concerned about my thoughts, but I’m not guilty of anything.  I don’t deserve to be treated this way.  Now it has become clear that they are still running interference with any possible personal relationship I may have, and they’ve taken their toll.  I don’t have any friends and the holidays are here.  All I want is for someone to talk to me and make plans with me, so their goal is to keep that from happening.  Why are they so afraid of my success?  My family had a fortune and I think they may have some vested interest in keeping people from knowing that I’m capable of managing my own affairs.  I’m sure they want to manage the raising of any children, no matter who the mother is.  And I’m tired of being humored with little pacifications, stalled, then ignored some more.  These people are part of a Religion of Denial, hellbent on exploiting the truth while trying to hide it.  I’m not the first person to have complaints like this.  They are NOT Christians and I do not believe they will be accepted in Heaven, but what can I do?  I’ve been deprived by professionals I did not choose to employ and there is more than enough evidence of identity theft and fraud to constitute probable cause for an investigation.  But instead of justice, it seems the invasions of privacy and subsequent isolation will persist at least for as long as I own this home, and any complaints will be condemned.  This is wrong.  Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year’s all happen in the next two months and my hope to have plans for the holidays looks the same as when I try to find someone who wants to float the river in the Summer.  This has been going on for years.  And I’m not supposed to yell or cry – even things I say in the privacy of my home are punished.  Seriously, I am criticized and condemned for my words and they don’t want me communicating with anyone.  This is not a personal mental health crisis, either.  I’m a victim of ongoing psychological abuse by a man who’s criminally insane and who’s protected by a pseudo religion that’s nothing more than a set of pathological beliefs running on stolen money and power.  I am not okay with this.  I did not choose to be part of this and I do have legal rights, but nobody cares.  Happy Holidays, indeed…